Grab a pen and some paper and take notes

I used to think about immature things
Y'know like, do you love me? Do you want me?
Are you gon' call me like you said you would?
Is this really your real phone number?

WAIT A MINUTE MOTHAF$&@!@##$# .....

-IF I LIE and give u the wrong number.. dont confront me telling me i did.

-IF <--- i do give you my number PLEASE dont ask me when should you call, or when it is a good time for me?

-Dont ask my friends for my number

-Dont have your friend come up to me to tell me you want to talk to me. (Were grown now boo boo)

-If your trying to talk to me DONT grab my arm, make birdcalls, dog whistles any other weird ass sound, Scream AYEEEE SHAWTY, Yo, Aye you with the red hair, Lil Mama in the (pick a color) ...you will get ignored


-iF im backing up.. that means your too close

-Please dont whisper in my ear.. it freaks me out

-Dont ask me if i like you.

-Dont act insecure and think im your girlfriend just because we had sex

-Dont call asking do i have any "buddies" for your homeboy. This is NOT MATCHMAKER.COM

-Dont call and TELL ME your about to come over. Nigga ask.. thanks

SORRY I HAD TO VENT.

a bunch of nothin

yall im sooo sorry. i really have no time what-so-eva to blog.
forgive me

sooo heres an update of my life

job.. have one. thats good. hate it. thats bad real bad michael jackson
im looking for something else tho. i hate the hoes i work with

looking for a new whip. i want a suv. but its in gods hands. ill be thankful for whatever he blesses me with

relationship... i gotta lotta that. im good in that department. although my "he" pissed me off. im good.

still no babies so everythings gravy.

random im listening to the nicki minaj remix of go hard. its goes hard. fareal.
download here

im trying to have a safe summer. so many people have being dying. i dont get it. no one understands death. but everyone should be grateful of life.. because when its our time to go we have no control over it.

oh and i died my hair. red chunky streaks. im in love with it
i did it last spring 07

me in the middle

this time its not as bold



i been clubbing non stop. last week. i went out EVERY NIGHT SUM, MON, TUES, WED SKIP THURS FRI AND SAT. im worn theeee hell out. but im living life up.

well thats my life.
until next time

oh PS. KANYE IS OFFICIALLY GOING ON TOUR. YESSSSSSSSSSSS IM TOOOOOO EXCITED =]
--ill keep ya posted.

later

bitter sweet.

i have exactly 2 weeks from today when i depart. sad to say im not excited at all. i mean i feel like i have a second chance and i can do things differently this time. but i already hella ppl bout to say im "fake" now. who really cares. i dont wanna be back in alabama but then again its better then being home. its sooooo much going on. but im not the type to complain i deal with it. i mean its thousands of ppl who have it worse then me. i am growing up. i guess i have to just do everything on my own now. i hate asking ppl for stuff anyways. i swear i cant wait till i make it. so i can look back on this day and laugh.

im going to miss my sister, niece and three bestfriends the-ashleys and shamarla. life would be so dull without them. ..its focus/ grind time.

I AM Legend.. in my mind atleast

this blog is dedicated to my bestfriend Ashley. lol heeeeey girl.

basically i havent blogged in foreverrrr. my bad.
sooo much to talk about.
i leave boring oh indiana in like 2 1/2 weeks. cant wait
wonder if Mr. C is going to be different.

cant believe i havent been anywhere on summer vaca in over 2 years!!
next year im outta here. tryna cool out on the victoria harbour in japan.

im suuuuuuuper late. but the media trying to bash my girl E.Badu. yall weak for that.
ppl are tooooo caught up on celebrites. we fail to realize they are REAL ppl just like us.

weekend wackness. the 38th annual indianapolis black expo was the past wknd. lets sum it up. over 30 arrest.. racist police.. thousands of black ppl. $5.00 gas.. trash everywhere. mosquitos. buzzin. hair frizzy. face sweating. clubs taxin. high wasted jeans (hate em). bad weaves. dusty feet. spinnin rims. boomin systems. raggedy outfits. =wacknesssss. i hate expo.

life. im content. i feel like im missing something but i dont know what.
im focused like Jay Z tryna get a billi.
hustlin like rick ross.
chillin with my girls actin silly.
tryna fly to miami with big willie.
done rhymin hope u feel me.

=) xoxo gossip girl.

i gotta pocket full of sunshine =}

so i'm like really in love with Natasha Bedingfield. Her songs are so soulful and pure. she reminds me of Sade (pureness). It feels like she went into my soul and made a song for each and every feeling i have.. it doesnt matter if im happy, mad, sad, in love, wanting a boyfriend, feeling liberated and independent.. she has a song. she was already an amazing singer.. but she is amazing live as well. Her British accent is as cute as a doll too! I went to the concert last night with my bestfriend Ashley. We really enjoyed ourselves.

IN OTHER NEWS: GO BARACK!! NOW THATS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT. HILLARY STILL HATING OF COURSE. PPL KILL ME TALKING ABOUT THEY AREN'T GOING TO VOTE BECAUSE OF HIS LACK OF EXPERIENCE. OKKAY. WHO REALLY HAS EXPERIENCE BEING A PRESIDENT. AND GEORGE BUSH HAD EXPERIENCE AND STILL FUCKED UP (HIS 2ND TERM) SO EXPERIENCE MEANS NOTHING TO ME. He IS THE MOST QUALIFIED, MOST DEDICATED.. IM EXCITED FOR HIM!

today is a very dull day. its rainy and cold. we have had our series of tornado's.. ? lol i have no complaints really. i can always use a nap. i never sleep. someone on facebook made a great point. "I NEVER SLEEP. ..BUT IF U SLEEP 8 HOURS A DAY, AND LIVE TO B 99..UD BE DONE SLEPT 33 YEARS.." thats crazy.. sleep to rejuvinate the body.. some people sleep to get away from whats going on in the world around them. but realize when u wake up.. everything will still be there. all i need is a nap. lol -- u better get up..get out and get something!!

"Beauty gets attention, but personality captures the heart."

peace and love people..