Football Groupie?

Okay so this blog is super random. But all but one my best friends shitted on me for my birthday. (shitted on me=stood me up lol) One in particular had me really pissed. But im over it. My birthday was a week ago. She was broke. I cant be mad at her for that. Who am I to tell anyone how to spend their money.. Ne who. So I really havent talked to her like that since then. I’ve really been by myself. Focusing on me. Trying to find a damn job. I been chillin with fam really. This whole friend thing had me questioning a lot. Its coo tho. When birthdays roll around next year I will be incognito TRUST. (NEVERMiND I'M NOT THAT PETTY!)
Anywho so when I talked to her again. I lied my ass off to her. She basically thought I went to Monday night football and got with a Colts football player. "♥Reggie Wayne♥"

reggie is to the left. bob sanders fine ass is the the rt.

I been telling her im dippin off with him.. Real late at night & doing the grown folk. Of course she was hella excited cuz I been on a loooong drought. Sexless... I shall say. Believe it or not we get excited for each other when we get some. Haha. Weird right. So I lied to her and it was a REAL good lie. I gave her details and everything. She started asking questions about him and i really didnt know the answers. So i was just brushing her off and saying, "Well we didnt talk about all that.. it is what it is." She was calling me a baby whore. So I finally told her I was lying and we laughed sooo hard and for sooo long. (one of those i cant breathe laughs)
Its so hard for me to be mad at people. Especially when its dumb. But if my feelings get hurt (rarely) or I feel like someone is doing me wrong I am quick to chuck the deuces. People need to understand I am one of a effin kind. I am a great friend. A great supporter. Great listener. If you deserve my time then i will be there. If not. Eff you. So that’s how I been feelin. No one understands me. No one.


Question: how can one have so many friends but still feel all alone?

Ray Allen.. i used to wanna have ur babies.

happy tuesday...

its game day.. game 3 of the lakers and celtics game.. the lakers are going to win.. duh. they have home court advantage too. so it a wrap. im not on anyones bandwagon. but ray allen used to be one of my favorite players. i do think KG, Pierce and Allen deserve a championship behind their belts. but those are 3 power houses it should be no way kobe could win anyways. but kobe is going to show out tonite. i really dont care who wins. i dont have a fav. nba team. i prefer college basketball and nfl football. so until football season starts.. all i can say is may the best man win!

plies and weezy f baby.. dropped their albums. im geeked.

today has been real mellow. i havent done shiiit. i been chillin all day.

i really dont have much to blog about. so go cop that carter III. peace out.

Sex in the city

Happy Friday!! Geez this has been the longest week ever. im a party pooper now with this job. so i've been trying to hangout. it really isnt working. i hung out with my cousin and his friends on wednesday night.. didnt get home until 3am. ughh had to be up at 6am for work. soo not cute. lol but i did have fun.

Im so geeked about today. Im going to see Sex in The City with my besties.i see everyone all of a sudden jumpin on the SJP bandwagon. its coo tho.

im in a very mellow mood. i've been writing poetry like crazy. trying to get material together so i can record a cd!! Please pray for my mind. Im trying to give yall so sick lines. its hard and challenging but worth it.

im praying for the world to change.. just like john meyer.. haha honestly its soo much imitation, hating, violence and corruption its hard trying to stay focused.

Until Next Time.. have a blessed weekend loved ones!