9.10.2009

My Soul Bleeds Royal Blue (this might be too deep for you)




The truth has absorbed itself into fabrication
flanked by the foggy mirrors where my image lives
sheltered souls.shallow. royal blue reflections.
Communication lacks at time but he feels me
we make love --intellectually
in the flesh my soul bleeds.royal blue.

LIES turn to deceit
queen of cold. its winter year 'round
ice box is where my heart resides
he sucked me into this trap but i have to breathe to live.
i run. get away. i run. i run i run.
cries within so my lips lock onto the purple to free my mind.

love don’t live here no more.
I’ve dug the words into my skin deep.
so deep thats all we have left is this love hate
head congested with dishonesty.
the truth hurts to bad.
the memories fade to black
his scent still lingers and lies on my bed still-- stiff.
so i run. i run i run. to get free i run.

coke and hennessey is in my blood stream
my smiles are misleading.
convincing I pretend to be.
my Happiness is past tense
our souls bleed royal blue
take off your cool and reveal your soul.
behind your image is not a man but a childish fool.

im cold. i fade love is gone. Its love hate.
she dying. no need to protect her force
let her go. no need in reviving her.
hes gone. playing games with someone elses heart
so i run to get free. I run from our memories.
until my soul bleeds
royal blue

7 comments:

Kingsmomma said...

first off daps for this post. Yuor pen is crazy

secondly i soooo feel you. Seems to be the story of my love life

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Amber Steez said...

thanks guys
i really appreciate it

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